I’M IN A BLENDER OF EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW. IN ONLY A FEW DEEP BREATHS I CAN BE ANGERED, SCARED, ENLIGHTENED, JEALOUS, PITIFUL, ANXIOUS… A CONSTANT AMALGAMATION OF THOUGHT AND FEELING. HOW DO YOU LET THE THINGS YOU LOVE LEAVE? DO YOU STAND AND FIGHT? UGH… SO TIRED. 3AM BEDTIME ISN’T TOO SMART. AND IT’S GOING TO BE A LONG WEEK… SIS IS IN TOWN TOMORROW NIGHT. HIT UP SOME FUN PLACE FOR DINNER. HAVE TO LOVE THE WATCHFUL EYES OF INTEREST, BUT NO INTEREST. WHO ARE YOU KIDDING? YOU KNOW.