I’M SO CONFUSED. I CAN’T SEEL THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL IN THIS JOURNEY… OR SEARCH… OR WHATEVER IT IS. I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S REAL AND WHAT’S NOT, AND WHICH WAY I’M GOING. IT’S HARD TO INTERPRET SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T KNOW WHAT THEY WANT. I’M NOT SURE HOW I’M EVEN MAKING MY OWN DECISIONS THESE DAYS… IT’S NOT CLEAR, TO ANYONE. AND I DON’T HAVE AN ANSWERS, JUST QUESTIONS. IF I THREW THIS ALL BACK IN HER FACE, I WONDER WHAT SHE WOULD SAY… IF ANYTHING. YET, I STILL THINK THERE IS SOME FORWARD PROGRESSION, AND I JUST NEED TO BE PATIENT.