REFLECTION PERIOD. DECOMPRESSION. DEPRESSION PERIOD. SERENITY SOUGHT. ALONE. FICTION? OPAQUE TURMOIL MANIFESTED FROM ASSUMPTIOUS CONDITIONS. A VAGUE TONGUE. THE MISSING ANSWER. THE MISSING CONDITION. AN UNEXPLAINABLE SITUATION CAUSED FROM BEING. KNOWLINGLY SELF TORTUREOUS. NO EXCUSES. MISPLACED ACCEPTANCE. SORROW. CONSEQUENCES OF CONTENTNESS. INDIVIDUAL DAMNATION. OR, JUST PLAIN IDIOCY.