Ugh.

Last night’s post was a doosie, I know.

I almost deleted it, but at the time I was really really pissed off. I figure it will stay as a reminder for me as a few things, including over use of commas and bad grammar! It wasn’t personal, but I took it that way because that type of things seems to happen to me more than it really should. She didn’t know this but she wasn’t too apologetic about it either. I’ve seen my fair share of idiots like myself crossing the streets but I don’t beep my horn as I whiz past. I actually enjoy watching those people because it’s funny to watch them walk.

I’m in a much better mood… and the heat is on in the apartment. Both Devo and I happy about that. I guess that’s a sure sign fall is nearly over. How long did it last… about 2 weeks this year.

Value

Why is it me who almost gets hit by a car all the time? Seriously? Did I do wrong by some vehicle in the past? I went from work to Duff’s, to relax and unwind and take a mental break from it all. I had no idea when I would leave, nor did I make one. I just ate and drank until I was ready to go. And, then, I cross the street, at a crosswalk, like anyone would, and I hear this loud blast of a horn as I cross. I’m like… what the hell… I’m crossing the street.. actually, an intersection. Apparently the bitch thought I was in the wrong because I really wasn’t anyone of any important… a pedestrian. So… me, being totally stupid and a few drinks into decide, ya know what, fuck them. It’s too much I take shit and keep my mouth closed. So I hopped in the car and floored it. I eventually caught the car about 10-12 blocks later at a red light, opened my door and went over to their window. Completely unassuming I asked, did you just blow your horn at me? I didn’t want to chastise the wrong person… who discreet of me. And she answered, yes. I said. um, well, I was walking through not 1, but 2 crosswalks! She said, well, you didn’t even look before you crossed… I was bewildered.

Apparently it’s ok to take a life of another human or creature if they don’t look. You’ve been officially forewarned. Fucking idiot.

I don’t care how much you drink, snort, smoke, etc…. human life is, and always will be, first.

Inconsiderate bitch.