06-19-2005 4:28 am

A LINE ACROSS THE FACE. A STRIKE AGAINST THE FACADE. A BLOW TO THE INNER STRUCTURE. A HOLD ON THE BREATHING APPARATUS.

THAT WAS MY NIGHT, IN POETRY. I ONLY WISH THE HOLD WAS STRONGER. TO ALLEVIATE THE PAIN WITHIN. ALLOW IT TO SUFFOCATE AND ESCAPE. TO BREATHE NO MORE.

06-14-2005 11:51 am

IT’S HOT. IT’S HUMID. ON AND OFF THE RINK. WE HAD OUR FIRST REALLY INTENSE REAL FIGHT LAST NIGHT. A PLAYER VS. A REFEREE. IT WAS A BAD SCENE. WITH OVER THIRTY PLAYERS THERE, AND SEVERAL OF THEM NEW, IT WASN’T A GOOD SCENE. KIND OF SCARY. AND I FEEL BAD I REACTED SO SLOWLY, I GUESS I JUST HOPED IT WASN’T REALLY HAPPENING, AND WOULD STOP. PLUS, I THINK A FEW OTHERS THOUGHT IT WAS IN JEST TOO. IT WASN’T.