JUST WHEN YOU THINK IT CAN’T GET TOO MUCH WORSE. IT DOES. I’M SO UPSET AT MYSELF, I JUST CAN’T GET INTO TO GEAR LATELY. IT’S NICE TO BE REMINDED HOW STUPID YOU CAN BE SOMETIMES, ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU TRULY HAVE TO PAY FOR IT. GOD, I HATE DAYS LIKE THIS. MAKES ME JUST WANT TO CRY.