I’M SO EMOTIONALLY MUDDLED LATELY. I HAVE WAY TOO MANY THINGS GOING ON INSIDE MY LITTLE HEAD. AND I’M NOT SURE HOW TO DEAL WITH THEM, OR APPROACH THE PEOPLE THEY CONCERN. IT’S LITERALLY MAKING ME NOT FEEL WELL. MY STOMACH IS ALL WORKED UP, AND I CAN’T FOCUS ON THINGS I NEED TO BE FOCUSING ON…. MAYBE THAT’S A PROBLEM TOO. I NEED TO DEAL WITH THESE THINGS BEFORE THEY GET MORE OUT OF HAND THAN THEY ALREADY ARE. SOME SAY TOO MUCH THINKING IS A BAD THING, BUT WHEN YOU HAVEN’T DONE IT FOR SOME TIME, I DON’T THINK IT APPLIES ANYMORE. ESIN IS COMING BACK TODAY, AND I’M ALL WORKED UP ABOUT IT BECAUSE I’M NOT SURE IF I AM READY FOR IT.

MAYBE I SHOULD REALLY MOVE TO WYOMING. OH, AND AMIE, I HOPE YOU PASSED YOUR TEST TODAY. HAVEN’T HEARD FROM YOU EITHER WAY, AND I HOPE NOTHING BAD HAPPENED.