03-31-2007 12:15 pm

Tried to make it to the doctor today… didn’t happen. Even gave myself plenty of time to get there… sometimes 95 can be the worst. Shay is coming down again for the weekend, should be fun. Kind of bummed about the doctor, would be easier if I had one in NYC I guess. Not much I can do about it now. I do get to the enjoy the day though, relax and watch a movie and get some lunch. Oh, and stitches in your lip, more annoyance than pain. Seriously, it’s like someone is pinching part of my lip all the time. I can’t wait to see the forest for the trees…

03-30-2007 12:11 am

Why is it the times where I’m with near strangers and people who hardly get my, I’m alive? Am I so void and vacant of any emotional thought when with them I can strive to be oneself? I often wonder if it is I who torment myself, or someone else who considers themselves much weaker. It’s only so long you can play the game of elusivity before you break yourself, or someone else. It’s your choice, and you can not bear the truth of it.

03-29-2007 10:49 am

Okay… so, yesterday, I was assaulted at about 9:30am on my way to work. I was about 2.5 blocks from my house. I hadn’t even made it the full way through the song I had on my iPod by the time I made it to where I was. I got blinded side in the face, for no apparent reason other than I was white and American. I ended up going to the hospital and getting stitches in my face. Today I followed up with the police report, and there is a detective on the case, and I’m already in contact with him. I will press charges, and will tell my insurance company they need to follow up and make sure they don’t end up paying the medical bills. Little extra pressure never hurt…

03-27-2007 3:05 pm

Apparently I’m getting people sick now… lovely. I give you the wrath of my many illnesses. Yes, it’s not fun, I know. Trust me, I know. Add it with some dinner that didn’t sit well… adds that little extra spice to your day. I don’t like being 100%. It’s not fun. At least I grabbed some Vitamin D from walking around SoHo today!